Not for ever, but it got your attention.

We had a meeting at the studio, and basically it boils down to me not being as good as I thought I was.

To say it looks a shambles, is probably the phrase we need. I didn’t think so, but have spent a couple of hours walking around, on my own, this morning, rather forlornly, thinking…they are right, it’s a shit tip.

I am 72, and have little, well, lets be honest… no help, and it is costing me a fortune. So I am forgoing events and spending my usual shoot days plumbing, cleaning, hammering etc etc

So if any of you are wanting to arrange anything, tough, it ain’t gonna happen!

I took a lot of criticism, the troops are not happy!

It’s my studio, and I know what it takes to run one, it is not as easy as people who just walk in, have a shoot, and leave, think it is. But at the end of the day, it needs to look good. And right now, it seems it does not.

The central heating man was here today, and the joiners. It is a huge room, and will take some heating as it is in an old mill, on the top floor with high ceilings. It is going to cost a lot, so I will have to spread the cost. I am having doors put in, walls built, and a new access, and things moved.

It is easy to sit there and say this needs doing, that needs doing, this ought to move, that ought to move, thats shit, this is shit….but only one person does it…ME!

if….that is only a little if…for now, it gets too costly, or I spend all my time hammering not spanking, then fuck it, I will close it. But I do not give in easily.

I have a lot to do…but I am determined to do it, and prove them wrong. I can and will have a decent spanking studio.

BEFORE…

AFTER?

more to come!

Asa